i need to get my life under control

I really do. I've been spending way too much time doing other (more fun) things, trying to ignore the important things I need to do.

Do you know that guilty feeling when you keep procrastinating something that is really important? And then all of a sudden you can't take putting it off anymore? I get an overwhelming pressure to just get it done. Your (or at least I do) feel too guilty after awhile.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to stop blogging...I don't think I could. I love it too much.

But I really need to discipline myself more.

I need to put the things that are important first.

I have to keep reminding myself that I'm not 5 anymore. I don't have only fun things filling my schedule anymore.

I have a job to do - that job being of course school.

Starting now, I'm really going to try hard to prioritize my schedule. I have to stop ignoring things I don't want to do.

If I can only get my procrastinating under control, I believe there will be less stress, and maybe even more free time in the end.


God help me.